In those angry days my father often used to tell me a story of a saint(Vivekanand) who was abused daily by a lad.Actually she was not happy to see a young boy wearing clothes like saint.But he never answer or say anything to her while she used to say everyday when he passes there.One day she came to him and asked “you don’t have any ego or selfrespect,I abuses you daily but you don’t say me anything.I poured dirty water on you,which type of man you are?”Then he gently said to that lady to take pen from his pocket and she rejected pen by saying what she will do with the pen,she was illiterate.Then Vivekanand said either I will put this pen to me or through this or will give this to someone else and just like this I don’t accept what you give me because those are not in any use of me,I am totally illiterate on those which you want to give me.

Today I am what,what my parents wanted to make me…………….a little bit cool.

“Nothing is wrong,everything is right in some frame of reference.”The main thing is that from where you are looking the things.Whole thing depends on your way of thinking.

Here osho tells some typical uses of this great word……………F**K

Sexual Desire is just the porch of love: one has to move on from there, one is not to live there. There is nothing wrong with passing through the porch, remember. I am not condemning the porch. You will have to pass through the porch if you want to enter the palace, but don’t stop there, don’t make a home there, don’t get stuck there, don’t think that this is all that life is. Certainly, pass through sex — you will have to, it is an unavoidable part of life — but pass through it to go beyond it in the same way that you use stairs or pass over a bridge to go somewhere beyond it. Wondrous possibilities are hidden inside you. You have known love as sex, as passion, as attachment. You are only acquainted with the hell of life. And think a little, sometimes even in this hell you are getting some glimpses of bliss. Then what to say about heaven? Even in sex you get a little glimpse of bliss, even while on the porch something about the palace is revealed. If there is incense burning inside the palace then some fragrance will be carried outside even on the porch. If peace prevails inside the palace then some coolness will descend even on the porch. If there is music inside the palace then some melody can certainly be heard even on the porch. Even in sex there is some echo of enlightenment. Even in sex there is some reflection of the Divine, but this reflection is nothing more than the reflection of the moon on a lake. It is just a reflection: a little disturbance in the lake and the reflection is destroyed. It is nothing real, but still it is the reflection. In sex is the reflection of love itself that is formed on a lake. It is a reflection formed on the lake of the body and mind. Look upwards…if you have found that the reflection in the lake is so beautiful, then look up at the moon whose reflection it is. — Osho

Not sometimes but many times it creates problems and discussions goes on and on and on but I never found a solution because I can’t accept He is not.I have told about Him from my birth and often says for help when He is needed.Oh my God I don’t know why my mind is saying,You are not.See how Osho is making my this thought stronger……..

We often forget to celebrate the things that are most important because they are so much with us.We are alive,which is probably pretty basic,but all too often we don’t realize that it is the basic thing that brings us the greatest joy.One day I found a man pretty happy,the reason was that his son got safe in a major accident.He was saying that may be I have done some good work in the past and as a result my son is still alive in this type of accident.To see this I thought in this uncertain world death can be anytime then why we are not in the state of joy all the time on being alive,why only that time when we got safe ourselves  from death.The reason is that this is so close to us  and all time we forget that we are alive.”I think once in a day or week everyone should dance in the sheer joy of  being alive.”Everything we do celebrate is a celebration of life,whether it is a birth,a wedding or an anniversary.These all celebration in some aspect of life shows the passage of time of our lives then why on that day only.We can celebrate any time and all the time.Why I will wait for silver jubilee,golden jubilee and all that.When I can celebrate one more day with the loved ones at least in some extent and can live life joyfully on feeling that one more day I spent with my loved ones.And like this why not once,twice,thrice or many time for being alive.The simplest way to that is to just pay attention to our breathing,which is another reason to be joyful.

Thanks Puneet Sir

Much more concepts are necessary to understand the true happiness and I don’t know that all.But what I know from my past experiences is that the absolute freedom is the basic of being happy.Absolute freedom involves all type of freedom that includes…….

Practically the very first is to be economically free in modern lifestyle.We made most of happiness related to money.So we need money all the time.Few months ago I was also mad for more and more money.Money was the only thing in my mind all the time.I thought it will make my parents and friends more happy.Getting rich in short time was my aim.For this I borrow some hundreds of thousands of money which was a big enough for me at that time and put it to share market.I do not know it was my good luck or bad luck,market goes down and down and I lost almost 80% money.Again to recover this I borrow more and more and what happened all the time my good luck was with me and I found myself a big looser.I got so depressed that only sorrow was all around me all the time.I am live today because of my friends.My loss is not covered yet but my mentality and the way of thinking towards life has been completely changed.Now I look upon I am still alive and can change the present situation.At this time while writing this blog post I thinks why I have done these all bullshit.From my this technically interesting experience I got to know that one should be economically free but not like this.From this tasty experience what I learn are……..

Never be in debt and think another better way to make money.And I am sure there is always a better way.Debt is the primary reason to restrict freedom.Today I know why my father bought a second hand car instead of a brand new car with loan.A famous proverb”the borrower is a slave” shows a borrower can never have freedom.So my friend never be slave and try to find out another way(it may be difficult).

We have to manage tomorrow while enjoying today.Both can be made happy with limited resources.

The best thing that I felt is that money is not the all thing.It is only the means to live life smoothly,not the life itself.I should not worry about money.The only thing which should noticed is the true happiness.For example if we are in love with someone,we are in the true state of happiness.Here money is not an issue,money is made to survive in a better way.

” A bad situation is better than the worst”

There are some more freedom like mind freedom I will discuss them but not now………

Rest for some other day

I think God is the concept of converting all the bad things happening to us in good one and Bhagwad is the best book of such type of concepts.If something goes wrong with us then we can think God is operating the whole thing and He will see all this drama because only He can do all the things,we are only meant to do this whole drama.I really don’t know what He exactly want from me and why He made me.In this stage I found myself helpless because only He can help me.Some says He is everywhere but from my childhood I never feel Him.If Sometime I feel something like God I think it was my mind which forced to think like that.

Since all over world is filled with extremely beautiful creations and I don’t know He exists or not,yet I want believe some extraordinary concept which is equivalent to God in some extent .Either He is in everything like me,you,flowers or anything else or………no no no He must be here but in which form I can’t guess.So I decided A new one which belongs to Him and if this concept fails then I have to do something else in which I will become God for myself.

May be I am wrong but only God knows how He is helping his child.

Rest for some other day